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2009-11-26T08:33:00.003+08:00

-Weekend

-Starbucks

-Toffe Nut Latte

-Sauntered alone

-Videocall with sister

-Cold weather

-Strong winds

-Thick clothes

-Simple life

Little thought:
Hope that there will be a pair of warm hands that can hold me tight in this coming winter..

2009-11-23T02:10:00.003+08:00

好长一段时间都没有更新部落格了，我知道我不是个称职的部落客，
原谅我的懒，短短的更新，要告诉大家我回来了，
来英国有两个月了，也就是说我两个月没见到我最亲爱的家人朋友了，
没有我在的日子，你们应该也过得好好吧，
新生活开始了两个月，一切都过的很顺利，
有定时吃饭，有乖乖上课，也有好好的生活，
在马来西亚的每一个人，
你们都过的好吗?
我想你们！！

2009-09-15T14:28:00.003+08:00

一切都来的太突然，当我还沉醉在我幻想世界里，

一切都改变了，这不实在的感觉更已经不存在了，

当你说一切都不是你想要得那一刻，

当你说一切都没有意义的那一刻，

我的泪已经怎么擦也擦不干净，

我有好多的问题，可是此时此刻，

那些我认为重要的疑惑，

对你来说，还重要吗？

好想知道，你有没有想过我的感受，

一句对不起，然后就决口不提，

怎么一定要留下我一个人承受。。

2009-09-12T01:45:00.004+08:00

(click in for clearer pic!!)

hohoho....I feel so lovely and sweet when my coolest ji mui told me this,

I WILL MISS YOU TILL THE MAX!!!!

yes, please miss me ok??? Definitely, I will do the same for sure...

remember what we promised to each other,

3 years promise..I will wait for it...

all the best for your final exam my dear,

and.....please cry together with me this coming friday....T.T

i just feel so lucky to have you as my best best friend,

LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!!

COME ON, REPORT THIS TO MY COMMENT BOX WHEN U SAW THIS, I KNOW U KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT.....

2009-09-11T23:18:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating blog for couple of days, was so busy past few days, guess will be busier in the coming days.. Yea, I will be leaving so soon, cant really believe it.. In the past of the days, I did met up with alot of friends.. Firstly, I had a farewell dinner with my hometown gang in Olio restaurant in sg pelek.. Thanks Shing Yee, James, Rachel & Jerry for made it to the dinner, I did have a great time spent with you guys, we laughed, we talked, and I appreciated the every single moments that we shared together, I feel so happy because after few years, our friendship still as strong as before, yea, what I can say is, I found my true friends in my life... My hometown gang, all the best to all of you, for those who are studying and working ok.. We must keep in touch no matter how far we are ok? I believe distance is not a barrier for our friendship...LoveLove

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After gathering with hometown buddies, I had a short met up with my NS's friend, Andy.. He comes from seremban, I stil can remember, the night before we met up he watched football till late night, then woke up early morning drove so far away from seremban and met up with me.. We spent a great afternoon together in a cafe in sg pelek as well..Thanks Andy, our friendship getting close after we graduated and came back to own hometown right?? Im so blessed because everytime when I face problems in my work, you will surely be the top 3 one to comfort me as you face the same too sometimes.. You give me advises, give me opinions, and confidence.. Thanks for the caring my dear, we are always good friend I believe.. Thanks driving so far to meet up with me as you promised and too for the lunch... Friendship forever ya...

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Same day after meet up with Andy, there was a steamboat party in my house, cousin CK was the sponsor of the day.. Thanks alots!!! Thank you dajie and maggie sao sao for all the preparation too... I want more and more hoeggarden le, not enough song right kit ko?? Dunno when again will have this kind of chance gather together.. Home Sweet Home.. I gonna miss my home and my family so so much...

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-->enough for today, just a short update, wanna off to sleep, im exhausted..good night all...

2009-08-31T11:47:00.008+08:00

I like my saturday to the max!!!!!

This week we got a 3days off dued to the Malaysia Independence Day, early of saturday morning, I woke up at around 8.20 o'clock, my parents were out to fruit farm for harvesting the jack fruit, while Maggie was having her tuition class.. Me and Maple, we had to take care our little prince, aston, gave aston some biscuits, I cooked breakfast for myself, a korean xin maggie plus ribena, yea, the maggie I cooked was added with a full spoon of chili padi, although it tasted so spicy yet still super nice for a chili padi fans like me, after the breakfast, we helped mum to do some houseworks because after they came back from fruit farm we will heading to klcc book fair.. Around 12.30pm, after all was get ready we then started our journey to kl. It took us like less than 1hour to get to klcc, before entering to the book fair, we are needed to check for our temperature, for sure, we all were not in high temperature or fever la, this is the second time I visited to this book fair, the first time was last wednesday, I bought myself an electronic dictionary that day, come back to second visit, once we entered to the book fair, my dad straight away go to the tzu zhi stall, we accompany him to spent sometime there, then we went for refreshment, sat down and had some foods and drinks.. After that, we continued again searching for our sam sui books. Daddy, Maple, Tyin & I, both of us got to grab some nice and cheap books.. Short met up with eldest sister. Dajie is a book worm, she likes to read so much, and she always share her nice books with Tyin.. She was so excited when she reached the book fair because most of the book in this book fair is much more cheaper compared to outside one.. During her 1st visit, she already bought around 20+ books, geng not?

Lets go to the pictures section yea..hehe=))

The maggie that I mentioned just nw, with chili padi and a cup of not so sweet ribena..
I was so cold inside the car, so covered with little mickey blanket, with sisters..

Our "Gains" for this book fair..haha

Yen with her new bought comic...

Baba is an environmental lover.. see the recycle bag??

Book fair @ KLCC

Mummy during the break time..

Hand Sticker @ Bebe

Mummy & me..

Bebe

H1N1 is getting serious, so make sure u wear ur face mask when going out =p

Lastly, the biao yan me..haha

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My lovely saturday night with my best buddies.. to be continued..

2009-08-28T22:27:00.005+08:00

This week is really a busy week for me.. Everyday wake up so early, then rushing out. Luckily new hair wouldnt cause me time, haha, 5 minutes can done everything!! Yea, I started to like my current coconut hair, so come ba any bad comments I wouldt care so much anymore, I live for myself, not others right.. Today again, woke up early 7.45am in the morning, promised kalai to accompany her back to office to fill up the visa online form, finished everything at around 11am, went to Ming Yuan my favourite kopitiam in PD for breakfast, I had curry laksa and teh ice as my breakfast again, Im so loving it~

Headed back to home and showered then straight away we departed to KL, sister's visa was able to collect today, and definitely it was a good news, she got her visa approved, no more worries for her anymore, she was like so nervous she told me while waiting for the visa collection, the officer took quite a long time to call up her name, haha, yea, god knows who is keen to learn and who is really want to study, so my sister, she deserved it, because she loves to study so much, and Im so sure that with the hard works she had putting in, Uk is welcoming her~ And, finally, I got to see her real smile after days, she laughed so happily, smiled so sweet.. Yea, I hope she can always happy like a small bird...

Another side for miss kalai, she got her things done by today 4.10pm, after all the troubleness, finally she submitted her visa, and god please bless her too and hopefully next week when she visits to vfs again, the news is desired ok? We then rushed back to office, yes, I still have class at 7pm, how pity huh!!

Yea, something happened this morning, I should keep it for myself, well, honestly, Im quite happy but confusing.. what to do??? Im so tired now, going to sleep, good night my blackie blog, good night everyone, and good night to you too..

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Pictures of the day

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2009-08-27T14:04:00.008+08:00

August is going to end very fast, and so September follows to come...
Few weeks later, my sister and I will be leaving to Uk..
Cant really feel the EXCITEMENT, I dunno, everything seem like too sudden for me..
**IM NOT YET READY**

Last sunday, went to saloon and give myself a new look.. It took me like 6 hours, it was superly horrible long, I fell sleep for times u can imagine la, 6 hours you just sitting there and doing nothing.. Reached home already 8.30pm, my stomach was so hungry, grabbed some foods then I followed family out for light dinner again..

Didnt received any nice or +ve comments from my family, daddy he was doubted the qualification for the hairdresser.. got that ugly not wo my hair.. sot sot..yeayea, and my friend James Tiong he even commented it like a coconut head.. or maybe just my face problem??**cry**

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Second day, the day brother David departed to UK, he is an agent for many of UK universities, so Monday that day was his first trip of this year bringing students over.. Study in Cambridge, everyone's dream right?? Welcome to VL Higher Education Oversea Advisory, we have all the informations that you needed and this service is F.O.C.... David will helps you in very first step such as applying an university, get your offer letter, loan thingy, and as well as visa application.. So, anyone who is interested in studying abroad, welcome to contact us!!!

Daddy & Bebe

For safety, pls wear your mask..

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These few days, my mood is not good, feel like just cant concentrate in everything, I feel sick seriously, mentally sick.. somehow I dunno what is going on now, since dunno when we became very strange, I just feel like you are try to avoid me..I try my best not to think too much, but I failed.. I called but I dunno what to talk, I smsed but I got no reply.. Maybe everything is so clear now and we do not need any closure, what I need to do is starting a new life all over again, without you..??

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Sister in law and sister brought me secret recipe for tea since I feel like eating cheese cake suddenly, a luxury tea time, we enjoyed the little time being together, after 20days, it is so hard to gather around like this. Family, the only one cheers me up when Im not happy, the only one for me to lying on without worries.. Thanks to be my family who love me so much=))

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2009-08-24T21:37:00.001+08:00

.原来.我们.都.不适合.彼此.

2009-08-24T00:03:00.006+08:00

ByeBye CurlY, and Hello To Straight=))

My very 1st curly hair..look like maggie mee one..

Hehe, this is me with my curly hair..

After one year, without good care..Curl mula jadi ini=/

Deng Deng Deng Deng, back to my straight hair, and it started the time baozhi face again..

So, resulted from the experiment..

I look much more better in curly hair...!!!

2009-08-20T00:08:00.004+08:00

**A very short yet full with meaning msg from you delivered to me early in the morning,
I was so happy for the whole day because of this littlest thing that you did for me**

~YOU.BRIGHTEN.UP.MY.DAY~

2009-08-19T23:27:00.004+08:00

Went to HUKM for the very last time regulary check up before I depart to UK..
Got the number and took the blood test as usual..
Headed to cafe for tea while waiting the clinic open..
Back to the waiting area, fell sleep even the seat is not nice, Im just too exhausted..
I was so lucky today, number jumped to 5 after the number 1,
so that means I was the second to see Prof. Wu.
Prof.Wu, a very nice and patience doctor,
the memory still fresh when Im thinking back now,
there was one time I didnt take my medicine as what she instructed,
and because I was fever that time,
my mother scared that the medicine will crash with my fever medicine,
so I stopped Prof.Wu's medicine for one week,
she was so mad that time when we told her the incident,
and yet actually my blood result gone bad that time because I didnt consumed the medicine.
My mum and I were just kept quiet that time and she gave us the last 'WARNING',
the medicine must keep on going no matter how, I remember this until now..
So you can see that, a doctor who cares so much
or a doctor who will get angry to her patient because her patient didnt took her medicine,
then this is a real good doctor,
as who will cares about you take or didnt take your medicine right,
but the good doctor will do like Prof.Wu=)
so you really needed to request if u insist to see her each time,
My 1st time met with Prof Wu is when I was just standard 4,
wo,already 10 years I have been there the clinic pediatrics.
Today, the last time of this year I went to HUKM,
Thanks Koko for fetched me so far to meet the doctor,
Thanks Maggie Sao Sao sacrificed her time and accompany us to hospital,
Thanks Prof.Wu, Thanks to Mr Dexter...
And lastly, thanks God because Im still here...

2009-08-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

17-08-09, 10.35pm, I MISS YOU

2009-08-13T17:33:00.012+08:00

080809-Saturday-HappyDay

This is a late post which I have delayed for few days.. Last weekend, what a wonderful weekend for me, I think I will never forget it huh.. Saturday morning, after showered and dress nicely><, sister tyin tyin fetched me to Nilai Ktm, haha, I had a date with WenWen & JunJun loh... After 2hours of long long journey, finally I got to Kl central. Walked down to the ground floor of Kl central as usual, looking the way to monorial station.. ohhh, there was reconstruction project and so it has blocked the short cut to monorial station which just infront of kl central.. Followed the people, I continued walking to the monorial station which a bit longer than the usual one, stopped half way by 2 handsome tourists from China, they were asking me about how to get to KLCC.. Hehe, with the nice voice and sweet smile Im, I asked them got back the escalator, walk in to the hall and the LRT Putra will be on their left hand side.. Follow Terminal Putra Line they will be reached to KLCC.. They returned me a thank you and praising me a good hearted pretty girl, haha.. Back to the story, there was already 1pm when I met JunJun in the Monorial Station, we went to 6th floor Green Box right away because Wen had booked the room for 3 at 1pm, and she was not there yet due to some problems.. Finally, we decided not to sing as my stomach was so damn hungry that time, the k session doesnot include any meal while only drinks are provided, we then headed to U-cafe which is near to the entrance of SgWang, sorry to both of you coz didnt sing as what promised before.. Will sing again after I come back ok?? U-cafe, remind me of U-mobile, and the shop logo is just same with U-mobile, I have no idea why SEED cafe is no longer there while came out this U-random cafe.. Well, i think this is only the restaurant that can let us sit down n have a nice chat.. Others are like just too crowded or crowded.. Jun had his hainanese chicken rice, wenwen one was something like curry rendang and I had chicken mixed with salted fish.. Here follows with some pics with took during the lunch.. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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After lunch, both of us were so energies already finally (for me only actually because I was the one complaint hungry), walked around without any reason, we had pass by a gift shop and the red doggy patricks inside the shop attracted me, hohohoho, there are different size of red patricks u know, from very cutie small size to the huge size which I owned it already.. Stopped infront of the cute patricks, staring those cutie pie for a few seconds, my dearest Wen&Jun they decided to buy me one of the 3rd small size so that easier from me to bring over to UK, hahaha, how come everyone is so sayang me hah?? Thank you so much.. And I sure the little patrick will accompany me like what you guys always did for me..
**I love WenWen & JunJun+ little patrick**

Ok, lets continue again with our day, 3 of us like dun really have mood to walk because you know la, sg wang, kind of crowded place, like squeezing everywhere, after like one hour, we decided to sit down again n have drinks rather than walking like this.. We went to a cafe which is located in sixth floor of sg wang, the decoration there is quite nice and warm as there is some swings and sofa which is good for tea and chitchatting.. Pics time again, but so sad I didnt look good in those pics yet look quite pale le..

Me with my wenwen, gonna to miss her dearly

Jun&Ling, will miss you too

JunjUn & I, can see wen behind actually, so thats only group pic we took that day=/
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For wenwen & junjun, thanks for meeting me up and I did have a nice and lovely day with you guys, good friend is hard to meet but Im so lucky I have got two very best friend in one time, do take care so much and all the best in future..

Wenwen-- good luck for your tough tough papers, must remember to eat everyday ok?
Junjun-- cake is nice to eat, but too much is not good though, get the right cake and good luck for coming exam as well..remember dun give up once you decided anything, I will always here for you...

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2009-08-06T23:47:00.013+08:00

06-08-09

Happy 1000th Msg~

**27054537099

2009-08-03T22:16:00.003+08:00

4th of august, raining day

just a random post, nothing to do in office, cold weather plus the lousy line..

im fulled, my stomach is fulled.. with 2 times of breakfast today, im gonna die soon.. too much of foods for me recently.. growing fatter and fatter.. you will pissed off when you change your clothes for several times and you found out that not one suits you best because you are just too FAT to fit those clothes.. i dun want this kind of life.. pls~~ stop giving me nice foods..

suddenly think of twing, my future housemate hopefully, she told me she is just too bad luck nowadays, the fare for airticket dropped dramatically after few hours she bought it, she almost cry out i think, after that, another suai thing for her passport, just because she is not kl local so cause her so many uncertainties. She had used up half day to process her passport, waited for a long queue, going here and there, but when reached her turn the incharges people told her that, you are not local, so you need to wait like at least 2 to 3 weeks to process your passport..omg, you know every seconds is like so important for a student like her now, so her visa will stucks half way because of the passport, and mid of august going to be a very peak time for visa application, and the most headche thing is her loan application.. so pity of this 21st year old little girl, she almost visited all the argo branches in kl area.. pop in and asked for the loan herself, got so many question marks in her mind, need to prepare the doc again and again.. the problems occured because she is sabah citizen =.=..they do not want to accept application from other states people.. so ended up she has wasted all the energy and money to get back a conclusion-she can only apply the loan in sabah, but her hometown tawau's branch has no this kind of offer.. so with the ic address she is having now, she has no right to borrow the money in kl and even sabah too she cant make it.. how sad it is =/

but for xiao ting my dear, believe me, there is always rainbow after the rain.. dun sad dun give up, we will all here to accompany you to get through the hardest time in your life, there are enough bad luck for you so good luck will follows to come i believe~ Think positively dear, this is life, we will be more grateful and more appreciating as we get it with much efforts..gambateh xiao ting~**hugs for you**

**listening to ah mei-分生

**i love to be ms.g, you?

2009-08-01T17:08:00.010+08:00

Saturday,1st day of August..
Time flies, it is august already today.. Woke up late this morning, Aston stepped in my room and i gave him a lovely kiss.. I love my bed, especially it was a raining morning.. How lovely it was can u imagine? A warm comforter and a cold weather where I was still rolling on my bed..

Had a light breakfast with Maple, TyinTyin and also Mummy..
After that, Mummy took out a little book, a book which she states all the expenses in a day..
There are details and prices listed..Went thru the book, we saw a line , GOOD MORNING..we then asked mummy what was it? She said..breakfast that she bought for us..hehe, she should put BREAKFAST instead of GOOD MORNING, but I still feel proud of her..She has no education background, because she didnt go for primary school even, my mama is a retired housewife, she starts to learn some basic english nowadays, and u know what, my mummy hand writing is so neat and clear.. Mummy then corrected the Good morning to Breakfast, and asked us some other names like SHOP, PORK , BED SHEET, etc..

Mummy--Our MORNING become so GOOD with the breakfast u prepares..Love you mummy..

After the breakfast it was already near to 1130am, on my laptop but my adapter was burned(rosak) last night, there was only few % of battery left.. short talk with a friend who is so busy with assignments reports these days, so kelian to be a student what I can said.. Im started to afraid, how m I going to survive with a really new environment which I dun understand what people said and they dun understand what I said as well.. It is really shame I tell u,OMG.. too late to regret now..=/

Yeah, the future house of mine in Uk, after the calculation and all.. I can only came out with this conclusion-->izzit any people die off in that house before?? why so damn cheap for the rental?? Im really scare of ghost.. somemore it should be vampire in such western country..how how how?? Or maybe there is another conclusion, conclusion 2-->expensive is the best, cheap is for low quality?? so people always think that expensive is good, and it must be some PROBLEMS when it is in a vy low cost..???

N yeah my saturday, my actual plan was spoilt because of 2 reasons. 1st- Rafiqe told me there is a protest in kl today, he asked me dun come kl alone as it is very dangerous.. How come havoc dah?I.S.A if not mistaken.. so I better stay at home then.. 2nd reason- My dear dodo and Jms are busying for their assignments and reports, so haiz..again it is better for me dun go n kacau them right? Or else I will ended up talking with wall if I still insist on going there or maybe catch by police thinking that 3 of us are protesters..

End of this post.. gonna go to kitchen grab some foods while waiting brother finish his class at 8.30pm.. IM HUNGRY=/

2009-07-29T09:55:00.007+08:00

It is 10 in the morning now,lying on my bed and doing nothing..listening to some random not so famous english songs..my mind started to think over and over again what u told me last night.i feel sad seriously,why cant you feel me?why must you think me in such way?woo..im just too pain when received your sms u know?another day,it must be NOT SO GOOD DAY anyway..
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let think something happy ba..people should really learn to find some ways to cheers up themselves..yeah, my shopping list..!! But i think it is better for me to list down my luggage list..lets continue to see what might follow me fly over this coming september><

1)my laptop which must be formated b4 i leave..
2)daben(my favourite dog)??his size is damn huge
3)jumper,sweater and jackets
4)a set of nice bed sheet
5)few dozens of rocky or pocky..yea.pocky is nicer
6)my new spec and also contact lenses
7)my personal docs and academic certificates
8)stationery..hehe,yea,it should be a full set of new stationery(5 blue colour ballpen &3 black colour^^) and some text pad,correction pen,eraser,electronic pencil and pencil lead,stapler and cellophane as well...
9)some pairs of jeans..who can sponsor me a nice levis jeans??
10)some teess..oh,no more sleeveless in uk=/
11)body lotion..hehe,but wondering is it moist enough for the weather over there..
12)yeah, i need to renew my driving licence although my driving skill sucks..
13)SHE new album(it should be in shopping list though)
14)my external hardisk..**on the way reaching to me**
15)this is important!!camera~~can u guys suggest which one is nicer?lumix or ixus??
16)my facial thingy..should back up for few..
17)clock..my alarm..
18)my lovely family photos..(T_T)
19)chili padi seeds..haha,im really gonna to plant it over there..i will die without the CP..
20)some cooking materials like..tomyum cube,chili sauce and some china herbal soup paste..(i pretty sure tat i will be vy pro after few months cooking myself)
21)toothbrush & toothpaste..(DARLIE DARLIE^^)

Hehe,thats all first for today..not yet finsih le my list..stil in progress and long long to go//but but but..there are only 20kg for my luggage..enough space for squeeze all these inside???

2009-07-28T01:08:00.004+08:00

躺在床上好一阵子，闭上眼睛，还是睡不着，久违的部落格，我承认我好懒，一个月就一个帖子，哈哈。。最近都不知道忙些什么，自从VISA拿到那天起，整个人都处于无忧无虑的状态，离家的日子，就还有两个月少10天，一切都来的太突然，今年年头的我，怎么也没想到会出国读书，就是因为买豆腐的一个车程，改变了我的人生。。太快了，从开始准备英文考试起，再到代款，然后VISA的申请，一切都还蛮顺利，谢谢陪我一起走过这一段路的家人与朋友，尤其是哥哥。。谢谢你！！！我想，对于朋友来说，我可能是比较幸福的一个吧，傻下傻下就这样要出国去了。问我出国的准备，身理跟生理上，我只能说，我没有心理准备，可是走到这一步，我会继续走下去，将来一定会面对好多好多的难题，没有家人朋友在身边，我会学会勇敢。。一年的大学生涯，我也会好好珍惜，并且把课业尽量搞好，一年没有接触到会计的东西，我知道要适应回要很长一段时间，原谅我的懒，没有再多做复习。这次出国，不知道会去多久，为期一年的课程，真的要好好读完，如果，英国是我喜欢的地方，就留多两年，那时回来的时候，朋友应该也没剩几个了吧, 还是不要想些有七没八的东西先，读书最重要。。女人，还是要有自己的事业好，至少不用伸手向别人要钱，从来就不喜欢不劳而获，还是实实在在好一点。对吗？
对了，我跟老友3年的约定，好期待。。好了，今天就脆念到这里先，明天再告诉你们我的shopping list><

大家晚安！！

给我100分的爸爸

2009-06-20T19:25:00.011+08:00

。小宝贝的爸爸。

年轻时，有点台，爱留着胡子，戴着黑眼镜，
驾着一辆货车，假期时会带我们去fun fair或野餐，
爸爸他不烟不酒不赌不骂粗口，
爸爸他爱写大楷，画画也很不错，
爸爸他不会乱骂我们，只是有时长气了一点，
爸爸他现在半退休，在学着英文，
跟妈妈一样，我生病的时候，留在病床旁边一整夜，
半夜不敢睡得太熟，因为要起身倒水给我喝，
看到我有好一点，就为我买了很多喜欢吃的东西，
cheese tat,米粉清汤，肉米鸡，小宝贝要吃多点他这么说着。

上小学，中学再到学院，他都不会强逼我们考试要有几好多好，
反而每天临上课前就问我们，水带了没，妈妈给了钱没，
这几年的他，老是跟我们说，他找到了自己心灵上的归属--慈济--
身为组制的领袖，爸爸更是全心全力的把地方上的每一个会议，
每一个项目做得最好，
每一天更是努力灌输我们垃圾变黄金，爱惜地球，爱惜生命的道理。

因为是在家最小的关系，所以我很爱跟爸爸撒娇，
妈妈说，在我还没有出身以前，
阿姨就跟妈妈说好，肚子的我要给她做女儿，
在我出生的那一天，爸爸跟奶奶就坚持要把我留下，
所以我今天才有机会在这个家庭里。
话说回来，我的爸爸，他一点也不凶，
我爱跟他撒娇，爱冲过去抱着他说，
爸，你的女儿又肥了，不可以阿，我要像爸爸一样fit,
他就会开始碎碎念，我不懂啦，现在的年轻人阿。。
我爱在每天临睡前，跑去他的床边，kiss他一下，然后再在他的耳边说，晚安爸。

以前就有听人家说，女儿生多浪费米，改天也是要嫁人，
可是我的爸爸，他有五个女儿，
从来就没有听他说过他女儿太多，
反而还会很开心跟朋友炫耀，
这些就是我的财产，我的全部，我还嫌五个不够叻。。

爸爸，谢谢你这些年来的默默付出，
你让我们觉得，
有你有妈妈，我们就是世界上最富有的人，
谢谢你无怨无悔的为我们遮风挡雨，
做我们永远的避风港。

爸爸，父亲节快乐，我们爱你！！

解决困难

2009-06-02T19:34:00.003+08:00

我知道这不是什么大不了，不是别人眼中的困难，

就算是困难我想我也是一位不会解决困难的员工，

不知道为什么，总觉得自己很没用，什么都做不好，

遇上小小自己觉得困难的东西，总想放声大哭。

今天的我，又来了，为了不怎么的问题，大人眼中可笑的问题，

眼里竟然溅满了泪水，好辛苦，

我几是才能成为一个可以解决问题，解决困难的员工？

我写回忆

2009-05-12T22:56:00.010+08:00

对不起，对自己说。答应过自己，不再想，可是回忆它又忽然来访。。

两年半前的今天，科学室外面的你，拿着手提电话，跟我要了号码，我们就这样认识了，

许多的回忆，从那天开始，还记得你为我上课准备的小吃，我最喜欢的rocky,

陪我上下学的你，在楼梯口的每一个下午，数着快铁的我们，

第一次收到你送的花，第一次听你说，我是你的，

第一次牵手等着雨停，第一次的电影，第一次的约会，

第一次的圣诞节，第一次一起玩spot the difference的我们，

第一次吵架，说，不能理你的事，我的关心，变成了你得多心，

第一次对我说，我害到你的英文和广东话退步的你，

第一次说你不会为了我做某些事情，

第一次对我说你不能扑约见我家人的你，

第一次对你说分手，第一次看着你跟另一个她，

第一次心死，第一次你说，meiling bear什么也不是的你，

第一次就那么觉得，你的誓言，是不会再回来，

第一次觉得自己再也没有办法坚持下去，

第一次觉得，相爱很难，了解对方，体谅对方，一个人的力量真的是不够，

第一次觉得，恋爱，没有了甜蜜，多了一大栽的伤感，

还有一切一切一起经历过的酸甜苦辣，不懂为什么一下子涌上心头，

这些这些回忆，我该如何处理呢？

就让它留在我心底吧，有些事，是谁也替代不了。

我想，我会继续带着微笑，努力的走下去，

以后的回忆不会有你，可是的空的时候，我还是会想想那些属于我们的故事。

五月，妈妈的月份~

2009-05-07T22:37:00.005+08:00

以前小时候，我都要定时吃一些很难吃的中药，每天到吃药时间，就一定会发脾气，说怎样都不喝，这时候，那位褒药给我的人，总是拿我没办法，真的可以记得，她为了要我服药，自己喝了一大口，然后告诉我，小宝贝，不苦不苦，喝完病就会好了。她，是我妈妈。。

Form 5的时候，我与姐姐轮流证实得了蚊症，需要立即进院，拿了验血报告在医院大厅等待姐姐进院手续的我，远远看到，爸爸用推车推着一位熟悉脸孔的女生走出来，她，是我妈妈。因为姐姐跟我都必须进院，妈妈受不了刺激，昏了过去。。

我跟姐姐进了不同的医院，妈妈两边跑，几个晚上就都在椅子上睡着，在医院的其中一天，上完厕所的我不知道为什么又昏了过去，昏迷的我真的可以听到妈妈是哭着跑出去叫护士来救我。。

我的妈妈今年差不多60岁了，她，喜欢种花，喜欢种菜。。

她，总是把最好的留给我们，要我们吃好的，穿好的，每次吃饭就看她只是一面叫我们吃多点，吃饱一点，自己总是随便就一餐，出去外面买东西给她，她就会说自己这样很多，那样还没穿。而，总是给我们足够的零钱叫我们买自己喜欢的东西。。

考试的时候，比我们早起做早餐给我们的总是妈妈，比我们紧张的也总是妈妈。。

跟朋友出去玩时，比我们迟睡得也总是妈妈，因为她要等我们安全到家了才放心去睡。。

做工时，提醒我们要多喝水要记得吃饭的那个也总是妈妈。。

我的妈妈，我不知道是何时修来的福缘，让我们有机会做你的女儿儿子，你跟爸爸养育了我们二十多个年头，也就担心了我们二十多个年头，希望，真的希望我们会有好多好多个二十年可以换我们来照顾你们。。可以的话，下辈子，下下辈子，我也要当你门的女儿可以吗。。

最后，妈妈，在这里想对你说，谢谢你，谢谢你为我们付出的一切与一切，母亲节快乐，我们爱你~

假期。悠闲

2009-05-03T21:44:00.007+08:00

因为星期五是劳动节的关系，全部劳工都不必上班，身为劳工的我，也懒懒假期去了，三天假期，想到就开心。。星期五一早就去了卢骨吃早餐，回到家，上下网，洗下车，睡下午觉，弄弄下半天就过了。

星期六，一早起身，跟哥哥吃完早餐，就去了教补习，一小时，form 1数学，哈哈，两个小男生，九问十不答，无奈。。十点钟，赶回家冲凉跟kalai去subang拿成绩，这回她走klia的路，没一个小时就到了，连续发恶梦好几天，从3.5到2.96都有，这下子成绩真的出了，还好，是很差，可是至少没有梦里的夸张，拿了成绩，就跟kalai吃午餐，她说她的斋戒到六月就要停了，怕到外国会错过很多美食。我的未来室友，她是个好人，希望我们改天会相处得好好。。

拿好成绩回到家也下午了，整个人只有累一个字。睡到迷糊起身，跟了两个姐姐去喝以前老师的喜酒，她是我的小学老师，她很疼她每一个学生，就重要的是她都不会骂人。。嘻嘻，老师祝你幸福快乐哦。

这几天的假期都没有往外跑，就呆在家里，好久没有这么悠闲了，原来睡午觉是这么幸福的一件事，明天又是拜一了，又要开始做工了，哈哈，不管做工还是假期，我们都要好好过每一天。。
美玲加油！！

原来蓝色也蛮适合我~

我要做辣老师，哈哈哈哈。。

怡，新不了情，好听，我结婚也会献唱吗？

赶写在五月的第一天

2009-05-01T22:37:00.006+08:00

五月的第一天，大热天

五月份的第一天，劳动节，假期，大家都在忙什么呢？

我的部落格，整整被我荒废了半年吧，我承认，某些程度上，我不能用文字来表达自己的想法，而且每每还越要表达，越把事情弄得更糟。。

这段日子里，就过着比平凡还要平凡的日子，上班，放工，上网，睡觉。。回想起，我好久没有见到老朋友了，很久没有一起出去外面吃吃喝喝谈个开心了，怡，凤，兰，姗和嗣，几时几时要出来聚聚？我想念你们啊！！记得有次，我就跟朋友说，生活了无生趣，他说不该埋怨，毕竟，我们都生活得好好的比起好多好多人。。所以，我现在要停止投诉，还要心存感恩。。

踏入五月份，毕业也整整一年了，也代表着我在vl工作了整整一年，啊，时间过得好快！！不知道老板们还满意我的工作表现吗？哈哈，应该还不错吧，我会继续努力，vl肯定会是第二个lv！！对咯，没有读书，每次朋友说他们在准备考试，自己心里就有种《该好》的感觉，哈哈，我正在考试的朋友们，加油吧，不久后的我也会再加入你们的行列，k书准备考试，再享受学生学院生涯。。

最近的眼睛不懂为什么一直跟我闹情绪，两粒眼睛轮留的发痛，只好每天架着眼镜去见人。。拜托，我的眼睛，给你多一个星期休息，快点好起来。。

facebook里的spot the difference有谁在玩啊？最近我的分数好像都不会高到哪里去也，朋友都要追上我拆我招牌咯。对了，我朋友的宝贝儿子（我的干儿子）今天满月了，祝他快高长大，健健康康咯。。

好吧，upload些近照与大家分享！！去片〉〉〉〉〉〉

这是我，跟一碟不是很好吃的东西。

大姐买的新钱包，好colour,她说一看就觉得适合我，喜欢，谢谢大姐。

夹着眼镜，就是这幅尊容。

我的干儿子，奥斯卡--oscar。

我要满满的元气

2009-04-17T12:05:00.003+08:00

隔了一年，

明天又要正式踏入考场，

忐忑不安，

担心已经是无补于是了。。

我需要要祝福。。

p/s: 残，还是要用铅笔作答的那种！！！

瞬间,永远

2009-04-05T20:00:00.003+08:00

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Holiday with James..

2009-03-10T16:15:00.009+08:00

(Continue with last post)

After went back from Sg Wang, I then went to Jms house for a night.. He was out for dinner when I was there, so I waited him at Jun's house before he reached.. Jms is staying at 21st floor, while Jun is staying at 22nd floor, so they are neighbour too actually.. Reached Jms house, I got a nice shower and rest.. Stomach suddenly hungry at the midnight, ajuk Jms to accompany me for supper.. We walked to one mamak dunno what is it name.. just know that there were lots of people to watch football match that time.. since football is not our everything, we then chat and sock ourselves.. I talked bout myself, my friends and also Jms told me too his things.. He is really a good buddy, he is so caring and attentive u know, he even helped me to cut my roti canai to small pieces so that it is more easy for me to eat.. Haha, i know he must be a very good bf(gals pls believe me!!) ..

Jms & bebe, while waiting the lift..

Teh O Ais Limau

After finished the supper and talk, we headed back to Jms condo.. We had a very nice pillow talk before we sleep.. Thanks Jms sacrificed his long long night with me, he supposed to do with his assignment and report that time, really sorry my dear!!

Woke up not so early in the morning, I prepared myself home and Jms paid me accompany for breakfast, we went to old town, we ordered a drink for both of us, and also Jms got his half boil eggs and old town famous butter&kaya bread, while I had my french toast too.. We took few pictures before I leave, We tried few times and Jms was keep complaining that he looked bad early in the morning, and I just keep haha when I saw him try to show his double-fold eyelids..Here the cute pics we took, my holiday was ended by a sweet morning and he sent me bus stop for the bus to lrt station..

08-03-09, jms & bebe, old town gk..

The nice us--('',)

Thanks my Aiya BF, Happy Holiday~

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Holiday///Horrayyyy!!

2009-03-08T23:36:00.017+08:00

Finally.. It was Saturday and I went KL early in the morning to meet Hsiao Wen, my ex- roomate at Sg Wang.. I got there around 1pm with my 2 sisters and also sister's bf after breakfast.. While waiting Wen to meet me we then duduk and minum at McD, after a while, they refused to accompany more as Wen was keep delaying the time.. Kesian I sit alone and keep refilled the drink.. Chong reached after half and hour with Jun.. I was so surprised because I thought Jun had to work that day.. What a nice day because we really never meet up after diploma!!

After walking around for no reason like 1hour, we then headed to Gasoline, Jun ordered something like seafood spaghetti and we just ordered for drink.. To be honest, Gasoline is a good place to gather, but not a nice place for foods.. And the air-con there is so so cold, make me feel like going toilet only.. We started to cam whored as long time we never take picture together.. Update with our new look and keep rounded faces~

Ejun & Hsiao Wen

Bebe & Hsiao Wen, my face is so fair compared to Hsiao one..

Same us.. Hsiao acted cute this time..Miss you my fishball~

The lovely us.. Muacks

Miss Bebe with her Jasmine Lemon..

My Jun & I..

Group picture.. Jun, Wen and Bebe>.<

We looked like super model right.. paiseh..

Jun, take care.. let's fight together for our future la..

Hided behind Jun to make my face smaller..haha..

We stayed at Gasoline like an hour and continue our window shopping after that, we really no idea what to buy, just walk together and talk everythings about us.. We went to find Hsiao a nice purse but no one that suit her well.. next time next place ba..

We finished shopping at around 8pm, eJun & me accompany Hsiao Wen to monorial station and we were going back genting klang by cab too... haha, 1st time buy nothing for whole day shopping.. but it's really a great time to meet with good friends.. Hope during the days coming, we stil can keep in touch and put both of us in heart.. I love them so much..

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没有梦想

2009-03-06T20:56:00.006+08:00

魔羯座,

一个有抱负的星座，坚如磐石，

毫不妥协，不姑息宽容，

一个有抱负，有梦想的星座，

魔羯座的我，
出生在严热冬天的开始，
我没有魔歇座的特证，
因为知道，
自己抱负不起什么样的梦想，
追求着什么样的人生，
没有盘石一般的坚强，
只有脆弱，才是我，
我不勇敢，
常常因为小事而妥协，
这个才是我的人生，
没有梦想的人生。。

助人为快乐之本

2009-02-28T15:00:00.005+08:00

星期六说星期四~
时间：晚上九点半，大雨天

那天是星期四，老师应该八点半就会骑着她的摩托回家，可是当我们准备回家时，时间已经是九点半了，天阿，她还是一个人尊在楼梯旁，雨不但没小，而且还越下越大，一眼望过去，我们整排店已是没人了，试想想，如果我们就这样走了，她会遇到什么事情呢?雨还是会一直下，她会一直等，十点，十一点，十二点，要不然就强匪出现，把她的东西全部枪走，然后摩托也是，就剩她一个人在那里哭，想到这里(我知道我把这世界想的太恐怖了)我不得直知不理。。

我就问她，打算怎样呢？她，当然叫我放心，雨停了她就会走。。可能她会去叔叔家，我还是不放心，就提议不然由我来陪她去她的叔叔家，那倒我还可以放心点，拿起雨伞，坐上她的摩托我就陪她去了她的叔叔家，一路上，风好大，雨好大，雨伞都快被吹走了，我就拼命用我的脸去顶着，还好我都不轻，不然我肯定跟着雨伞飞走了。。

到了去叔叔家的路上，她找了一间店停了下来，原来她不确定她叔叔家在那里，我只好告诉她，不然把摩托记放在同事家，明天再到会来取回。。到了同事家，她把摩托放好，jojo也拿了衣服给她替换，这下子我们才安心做车回家。。回到家，我也快冷死了，冲好凉，妈妈也准备了热汤。。

看看，虽然淋了一段路程的雨，我现在也还是好好的，没感冒，没发烧，
所以，上天都是眷顾好心肠的人吧。。哈哈

美玲要加油。。

2009-02-16T22:35:00.003+08:00

星期一，晴天

这几天的思绪总是起伏不定，
想了好多，也影响了心情，
哥哥带了的建意,
嫂嫂家人的鼓励，
从来没想过考虑的事情，
现在的我，考虑了又考虑，
计算记按了又按，
课程表看了再看，
也给朋友带来了这个消息，
希望有个伴可以一起读书，
一起体验新的生活，
留学英国，
离我好远的梦，
遥不可及的梦，
我会有展开双翼，
勇敢飞的一天吗？

美玲，加油！！

Happy Valentine Day

2009-02-15T17:19:00.003+08:00

**Happy Valentine's Day**

To all couples,

all who are in love,

who already married,

or who are still single,

happy valentine day...

love the one you love,

because you are loved~

小心珍惜这一点点的特别

2009-02-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

对着自己曾经喜欢过的人，
虽然不能在一起，
虽然不能再像已前一般谈笑,
虽然不能再像以前一般的关心彼此，
可是。。
总是想要小心珍惜，
希望自己在他心目中,
自己是与别人有点不同。。

你--也会这样觉得吗？

Chinese New Year4,5,6

2009-02-06T23:35:00.023+08:00

Yup,chinese new year is almost to the end, everyone were coming back to their busy life again..and last monday i had started my working too..oh,it is kinda boring~i want go travel!!!
It since like a very long time i never go out for a really HOLIDAY..Well,come back from my day dreaming, i know i should save more money at this moment, haha..

This chinese new year was just passable for me actually..A reunion dinner with new family members, Maggie, Alan and also Alan's sister..1st day of chinese new year, went out for movie wit mates.. James drove us there, his driving skill is still make us heart beating>.<

We watched Underworld 3, not doubt that this is a good movie, but i really do not want such a frighten and shock blood movie during first day of chinese new year.. It should be something like can make us laugh until stomach ache, laugh until tears drop!!First day of new year, whole family low was being so vegetarian for the only day.. So i just can ordered the cucumber stuff when having dinner at sushi king after the movie.. I just can eat the rice with some kicap.. so pity!!

Nice picture with my ladies^^

While, 2nd day was quite better and fun.. Mother's side family gathering..we went to aunty shop around 4pm.. 3rd aunty cooked us a lots of food.. and we started to cam cam cam..Sometimes, im wondering.. why the young generation like us like to sit in our own group even it is said to be~~FAMILY GATHERING..

Came back from gathering, I went to rachel house with yu shan n shing yee..
This is the 1st year she celebrate CNY at husband house, must be something different.. We then went to Hock Wei house.. haha, honestly, i think he will feel weird why i was there as we stil not that close.. ahaha.. Being so quiet, after a while, they sent me back and I was not joining to Coco house.. came back home.. 2nd day ended up with drama, The gem of life>.<

3rd day of Chinese New Year.. Shing yee, Yu Shan and I were visited to James house, his parents are really friendly and playful.. accompany us for a whole afternoon.. and mama xi, i cant forget the taste of dumplings u make for us.. its taste really good.. and baba xi.. thanks for the wine..what a kind family huh?xi's ma ba even bring us dinner after we finished gambling!! i love both mama n baba xi^^
and yea, we did meet up wit teacher wei loong that day, he is stil the same compared to past 2 and 3 years.. same body shape, same hair style and also same talking way..

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A smile a day~

2009-01-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

Im sick, i think it is just because i smile less these days..=(

对不起

2009-01-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

一月份的第九天，小雨天，心情闷闷的。

这两天的心情因为一些事情变得糟糟的。
我后悔，为什么我总乱听信别人的话，
别人讲什么，只要不太离谱我都照单全收。
最后，我赔上了我珍惜的友谊。
那天晚上跟你坦白整件事情的经过后，
你告诉我，你不会生气我，也不会怪我，
因为你说，我跟说你的人都一样，都不了解你。。
听了后就觉得，你，不会再把我当一个知心朋友去看待，
因为我的确有犹豫，没有相信你，
没有做到一个知心朋友最基本应该做的，
没有最基本知心朋友应该有的信任。
兰儿，想说，我真的没有要背后中伤你的意思，你还会信我吗？
想说，我真的希望你还会像以前一样把我当做是你好朋友的其中一个可以吗？
真的很想跟你说声对不起！！

回忆录---Memories Recovering--2008--

2009-01-04T15:48:00.004+08:00

2008 年就这样过去了， 2009 也来了好几天，回顾我的2008，没有出人意表的意外，就还是有够平凡的平凡。。就让我好好的跟大家回温回温下吧>.<

1) 我顺利完成了我的DIPLOMA,，我毕业了，可是我没有再继续深造。
2) 我工作了，虽然不是赚大钱，可是是个老师，教育下一代。
3) 我哥结婚了，多了个疼我们的嫂嫂。
4) 我朋友彩凤也嫁人了，现在是个全职的少奶奶，羡慕。
5) Baby Stanley Castle 顺利诞生，就在VL楼上，希望生意会兴隆。
6) 家里多了个小瓜长住，他叫Ashton，现在开始出牙了。
7) 姐姐买了辆新车，小巧玲陇，是辆VIVA仔。
8) 我20岁了，不再是小个女，而是处事都该更成熟稳重的大个女。
9) 我还是单身，没有什么行情，幸好这之前没有遇到什么Mr.Wrong。
10) 我把头发弄卷了，跟直发说了掰掰。
11) 我的减肥计划不但没有成功，而且还重了不少。
12) 朋友之间的感情还是很好，我爱我的朋友。

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新的一年，我承认我是贪心的，我希望。。
1) 家里上上下下的每个人都可以身体健康。
2) VL生意越做越好，学生人数与日俱增。
3) 希望单身的朋友与我都可以早日找到对的人。
4) 金融风暴可以早日消失，姐可以把亏钱的股票卖掉。
5) 减肥成功，我想当一下瘦人，就几天也好。
6) 英文可以再进步一点。
7) 我可以继续我的学业。
8) 我的驾车技术可以再好一点，可以冲出PD。
9) 妈妈的牙痛不会很痛。
10) 全部我认识的每个人早上起身做的第一件事就是对自己笑一笑，
然后再对自己说声加油，都可以热爱自己生命中的每一天，不管它是2008 还是2009。

加油卢美玲，加油2009~

Bebe Birthday Eve

2008-12-28T10:53:00.008+08:00

27th was the day before my birthday, as James said, the previous celebration more like old frez gathering ..So, we had another gathering between 3 of us on that day again..

Since we got only 3 ppl, we decided to go Chuah to have our tea.. The yum cha place is just beside the beach and it is a malay kampung where the customer can singing their yum song there, it is annoy i know, because we tot it is nice to chat with the sea view and wind blow, but then it is definetly wrong, no wind, dark sea view, mosquitos, and lot of smokes.. So after half hour we decided to leave, back to the stall we always go.. Haha, there was a small problem inccur when we were leaving, james car was get scratched when he wanted to reverse.. The stall's boss come and gave help, finally, we leave the village .. Here is advise for my dear james, haha, more accident more confident ok? dun be worry.. u will get thru it soon ok?

Come back to our yum cha, so this gathering actually is my suggestion.. Wanna ask my dear friends to be with me during my important day, and they always give full support and never leave me alone, I love them**haha..So reach the mamak, we order our drinks and roti..I had plain water instead of teh ais(favourite) because i scared my coughing wil become serious.. Haha, less sugar can keep fit too since im getting fatter..LALALALA..

We talked everything, and we had lots of fun.. when time near to 12 and suddenly 1.3 was leaving without telling us where she goes and what she gonna do.. Shake our heads, James and I were stand up and leave the table without payment, luckily the stall ppl nvr run out too to get the bill from us.. Yu Shan then come back and actually she went to her car to get my birthday present..so touch la, somemore James tot she kena "something" ar..hahahah..

When she come back, they then sang the birthday song to me.. Alamak.. touch into my heart already, I love them so much.. **hug hug**
We continue our topic and started to cam-whoring.. Sigh, that night is not a good day to cam-whore because we didt really satisfying with our pictures.. The baoz faces come out again and again.. For us, we should start to keep fit ya hoh darling?

A very nice top from my 1.3 darling.. Bebe my name,can u see that??

Shan & Bebe.. LOVE**

James & Bebe.. Love**

---My birthday eve, simple gathering but always the warmest!! Thank you Shan and James to let me feel blessed..Happy Birthday to Bebe..

Hooray Erjie~

2008-12-21T22:39:00.005+08:00

Super Lover^^Sweet

Party Queen^^

Thanks ErJie for this very nice magazine..QUEEN

She bought me this because the cover girl is SHE..

I love it Jie..Thank You so much~~Xin Fu-ING

Mix-ing 1,2,3

2008-12-19T19:37:00.017+08:00

Was quite busy past 2 weeks..let me recall back now wit u guys ok>.<
Family and I were celebrating my eldest sister birthday on 11th of november..
We bought her a cake and we dedicated a song to her..We use the tone of madagascar (i like to move it move it) and now the song now sound like this..(i like you mummy mummy<----from her daughters) and also (i like you dajie dajie<-----from us)..i think it is touch and warm..
A simple celebration to our sister,wish her all the best in all areas, healthy,wealthy and happy^^

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Beside that,last weekend all of us were opening a stall (something like kiosk) at The Store PD,the main purpose is promoting our new opening kids wear shop upstair of tuition centre..anyway,the sell was quite ok and we did enjoy the moment we had together..
Here are some pictures we took during the promotion, ahhh,it was tiring and super hot as our stall is located in the entrance of PD Walk..

Maggie and Tyin with the patung..

Bebe..with the patung..>.<

Tyin: Ahhh,dun ketuk me..

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My early birthday celebration was a satisfy..

Thanks all who able make it there,and share this memories wit me..

Thanks Shing Yee helped me turn my birthday into a wonderful memories, she had helps me in all the preparation including the room and bbq stuff..

Thanks Yu Shan and James who had accompany me at the bdae night..and James u did show lots of MAN charm&glamor...

Thanks Lan Er,Rachel,Pay Cheng,Chin Yee,Ade,Chia Wei and Coco who making it happen in the end..It was the most beautiful moment i ever had...

Thanks u guys,nothing else i can said beside I love you!!More pictures and detail at (http://pzaxius.blogspot.com/2008/12/45-blmls-20th-bday-in-glory.html)

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On the other hand,family also celerated my lunar birthday as brother and maggie will not able celebrate my bdae coz they will having their honey moon that time..so they decided to make it earlier..
MummyDaddy,thanks for creating me, protecting me from all the harmful things, sacrificing so much just to make me stay healthy and happy. it is my precious to be ur daughter..let us take k both of u in the remaining of life..
Sisters& Brother,thanks for loving and understanding me no matter how..
same here, I Love You to all my lovely family..

My bdae cake..

Redeggs with mummy writing--i love u

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到不了的明天

2008-12-09T23:35:00.007+08:00

这几天的心情仿佛跟随着天气一样，
雨天，冷空气，没有什么理由要我快乐起来，
可以的话，我都不想开口说话，
整个人就好像失了重心，不知所措。
跟好友说起凌乱的心情，心里还是酸酸的，
也许就只可以替彼此加油。。

这两天都在想，是我做错了吗？
我是没有要求什么，可是为什么还是会在乎？
为什么我会那么在乎他的一言一语?
为什么我还是充满等待?
啊，为什么就是那么看不开？
好想知道，爱，它有来过吗？
我想就因为背了太多的心愿，才会跌的那么痛。。

其实好想告诉你，我从来就不觉得平凡没有什么不好，
我只是不希望我会错过，我会遗憾，
不希望心里的感觉被自己逃避，
然后就等着时间流逝，让感觉被自己慢慢遗忘而已。
也许我还会执迷，可是我知道，
我始终改不了改不了的事情。。

明天以后，我明白，
你将是人海中与我察身而过的一个背影，
我们，不容易的偶然相遇，
我会，用长长的时光把它记好，
可是，我也会努力的不再去触碰这回忆。。

今晚，我生命的乐谱，
又多了一个我不懂他，他也不了解我的人。。
到不了的明天，我想，我会，珍惜所有的昨天~

悠闲星期二

2008-12-02T23:20:00.011+08:00

早上八点就给爸叫醒吃早餐了，

天阿，不醒行不行？

以最快的速度吃完再冲回房，

不到两秒我以大睡去了，

再起身以是10点多，
朦胧中我是可以感觉到家里多了几个小瓜，

预料之中，nana就以跑过来问，

-->姨姨可以游泳吗？

哈哈，假期来咯，

也是小瓜回外婆家的时候咯，

家里又要大乱了，

因为她们(嫣嫣，哪哪，莎莎)..

会要吵看卡通，会要吵吃黑黑的面，

会要吵找嬷嬷爷爷，

会吵要air-con才要睡，

会吵要她们的新床，

会吵想念daddymummy..
可是，我们都爱这些吵吵闹闹，

都爱这些小瓜，

而且，还要她们知道，

假期就相等于回外婆家的这个定律..

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今天时间过得还满快的，

虽然一向来VL都没有早九晚五，

可是今天放班时间来得也特别快，

也许是中间出去偷懒了，

插图告诉大家我跑去那里吧>.<

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登登，半日保姆，ally与弟弟ashton，

我是陪太子出游，他们的妈妈就是我二姐赶着见顾客，

又想见多孩子(弟弟现在是由外婆照顾)，

所以就叫我抱着弟弟陪她去seremban走一趟咯，手还真酸...

跟我合照，有这么不爽吗？？

弟弟起身了，这张脸，是怎么一回事？？

弟弟的小脚，好不长的脚，

希望改天长大会是高个子的..

我。。爱大太阳！！

好悠闲的下午，好悠闲的我们...

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幻想

2008-12-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

谢啦嗣，我超爱这张照片

把我弄得神秘又性感啊

幻想，令我们充满期待

这如这照片，坚信

当我睁开眼睛的瞬间

命运之神以把你带到我身边

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周末，忆友

2008-11-30T16:39:00.007+08:00

** 我就是这样**

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外面好大的太阳把我的头弄到好痛，

难得的周末，没有外出，

经济不好，爸妈都说开源节流，

没事就待在家里，少出去花钱。。

早上到中午，中午到下午再到傍晚，

无所事事的，真的越坐越累。。

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听着SHE的歌，心里想起了一位朋友，

好久好久都没有了他的消息，

很想问他最近还好吗？以前的以前。。

一切的东西，还记得吗？

中学的我们，无话不谈，

想问他，脑海里都还有这么一段回忆吗？

喜欢SHE的最大原因也是因为他。。嘻嘻

这一点我想他知道，可是她们的歌也真的是好好听啦。。

打开钱包，才发现我还收着以前他送来的卡片，

就这么的放在钱包里，没有离开过我身边，

就像我把与他的记忆好好的记好，

好甜的回忆，因为那时的我们是那么的纯真，

那么的以心比心。。

虽然现在的我们是这么的少了联系，

我希望你还是能记得我跟你说过，

我永远都会把你当是一位知心朋友，

不管我们再少联络，再少见面。。

希望你也会记得。。

何时何地。。永远都把彼此放在心上

对你的祝福，会一直坚持下去，

谢谢你，给过我人生那么好的一段情节，

祝福你，衷心的。。

我的老公也要这样！！

2008-11-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

老公就要找这样的!
(1)
*有点害羞，但曾在分别的街头，大声说我爱你。
*同我去庙里求签，轻轻捉住我的手一同跪下。
*言而有信。
*从来不迟到——我迟到他不生气。
*拥抱很久、很紧——每次我起身时几乎是需要慢慢推开他。
*睡得比我迟一点，醒来早一点。
*朦胧醒来轻呼我的名字——没有呼错。
*记得我的日期、鞋号、最怕的事。
*我很怕虫子，见到虫子大声尖叫他不会笑我。
*笑起来很像个坏蛋——其实不是。
*不舒服时，请假带我去看医生，回来路上买冰淇淋做励。
*开车绝不喝酒，让我系上安全带。

(2)
* 帮我做家务，每天。边做边聊天。
* 常常帮助别人，不为什幺。
* 答应我﹕永远不。然后永远不。
* 白煮蛋的黄可以给他吃。
* 雨天散步，背我过积水，说﹕你还可以再胖一些啊。
* 吵嘴时不会一走了之。
* 错了会认错。
* 我说笑话他笑。
*逛街时我看中同一款式三种颜色的裙子，他说﹕都试一遍好了。
* 试鞋时，他把我的卡通袜叠叠塞进上衣口袋。
* 常常说，有我呢。

(3)
* 指甲整齐干凈，喜欢我替他剪指甲。
* 小孩子都喜欢他，常常在楼下玩一裤子泥回来。
* 轻轻拧开我拧不开的汽水瓶。
* 忙时给我订机票，让我带父母一起出去玩。
* 告诉我——24小时随时打电话。
* 告诉我——不要省钱。
*去义务献血，回来笑嘻嘻掏出一块“福利饼干”给我尝。
* 偷偷买一件两人合穿的雨衣放在车上。
* 我喜欢赤脚，他在副驾驶位脚下铺一小块羊绒毯。
* 与人争论听上去像是解释。

(4)
* 教我滑旱冰，扶着我跑了快一千公里。
* 从不上网聊天。
* 他的秘书说帮他缝上脱落的纽扣，他说谢谢，不用。
* 送我的花是盆花，替我浇水。
* 和我下棋，允许我悔棋。
* 他其实很早就对他的父母说起我。。。
* 喜欢运动，带我去招待女宾俱乐部。
* 穿十年前的牛仔裤仍然合身。
* 他养了一条大狗，他的狗喜欢我。
* 吵嘴时我要他还我送给他的维尼熊，他坚决不还。
* 我不辨方向，他体内有指南针，说——跟牢我。
* 吃我吃剩的东西。
* 我失眠时他陪我聊天。

(5)
* 比我高，我取不到的东西让他取。
*重大的事情和我商量，比如明年的投资计划、周末野餐带不带烧烤架，晚饭吃大白菜还是小白菜。
* 站在商店的洗手间外面等我。
* 我感冒了，他还是会用我的杯子喝水。
*和大人在一起像大人，和孩子在一起像孩子。

(6)
* 喜欢我，从未犹豫，从不和别的女人比较。
*必须非常合心的东西才会买——买时从不问价格，然后用很久很久。
* 火车站接我，早到十分钟，带一盒蓝莓酸奶。
* 我买给他的东西都合他心，不转送他人。
* 身上的味道很好闻，但他自己不知道。
* 逛街回家，一只眼看电视球赛一只眼看我试新衣。
* 对女人有风度，也有距离。
* 有了他，计算机罢工不必彻夜痛苦。
* 很少叹气。
* 真的可以随时找到他。
*和他在一起不怕死——也不害怕活下去，活到很老…

妈妈

2008-11-24T00:45:00.008+08:00

this are before de mummy & bebe^^

lately mummy & bebe^^

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我昨天是失眠的,

那时心里回想起，

我以前都是吵着妈咪陪我一起才肯睡，

日子一天一天过去，我也渐渐长大，

却少了这一点点黏妈的时间，

我是不是很没用呢?

都忽略了他们，平时也没特别讲多关心他们。

我，好自愧。。

决定了，今晚就带着棉被偷偷跑去他们房间！！

卡拉天^^

2008-11-24T00:07:00.007+08:00

Camwhore-ing b4 singing, 1.3& bebe

Same us,but this time i was the one wearing the pinky sunglasses>.<

Desserts>>stressed>>we are getting fatter!!

Yeah,buffet start!!

we keep refilling the drinks,i like lemon lemon tea^^
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今天4点出发，跟死党去了唱歌。。

今天是第一次坐坚嗣车出门，

感觉有点像坐过上车，

还好我们个个年青力壮，

也要谢谢他为我们献上他的第一次，

不管路途多么刺激，还是谢啦。。

到达后，原本看戏的计划因为达不成协议变成唱歌去了，

天阿，我还真会蒲青箱，那里的服务员也应该都认得我们这班人了。。

说说看那里的buffet吧，有开胃菜，主食到甜点，

五分我给两分半，不懂同伴们打几分?

六点一开始，不到一两下食物已满台了，

我还真怀疑我们是怎样把它们吃完,

过后阿，还会跟服务生comment哈啦一堆，

他也会应了很多，不错的态度，

说回唱歌部分，怡今天从古代唱唱到现代，

真够历害吧！

我一贯作风，从头伴唱到尾，失败吧？

嗣则选了很多偶像yanzi的饮歌，

更令我佩服的是姗，好像没有一首歌是会难倒她的。。

今天。。。是单身聚会吧，是老友鬼鬼天，

今晚后，我们4个感觉又更要好了。。

p/s:我爱上与jms跟不上拍子的一起唱着<<只想爱你>>

照片迟点跟大家分享！！晚安

谢谢回忆

2008-11-23T00:00:00.004+08:00

今天看看日期，原来不知不觉已经22号了，

我也竟然很顺利的摆脱魔鬼12号，

而，更值得恭喜的是，我没有再麻目的算着我与他的周年，

看回过去的自己，原来是多么的愚蠢，天真，与白痴

看过一部戏，里面这样写着。。

过去的回忆就把他种在心里，再把他化为养料，

我好想对所有曾经因为我担心难过的家人与朋友说声对不起，

如果不是我的任性，当初就不会令你们难过了，

直于你，谢谢你让我知道什么才是我想要的爱情，

甜言蜜语一切都是没有营养的，我不再需要这些，

我的憧憬，没有当初的美好，

我的爱情，我的快乐，细心等待，还是会回来的，

我就是这样，注定没有办法可以变成你要的那样，

谢谢你的不欣赏，我活得更好。。

无题

2008-11-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

往往都不知道怎样开始一个帖子。。

今天的心情是难过的，

看着伤心的姐姐，

我埋怨自己，为什么总帮不上忙，

还有心情去和朋友唱歌，

对不起姐，我能做到的只是默默支持你，

毕竟，我是外人，没有权力要你怎么做,

只是希望你可以开心，委屈的时候我们都会在你身边，

我答应你会听话，等等也是，不会再吃手，

所以你一定要活得好好的。

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最近刚看完人人都看完的偶像剧<命中注定我爱你>

原来男主角就是以前做<绿光森林>的第二男主角，

还是一样的帅，哈哈，我的生命中怎么都遇不上这么样子的人呢？

还有啊，我是用了不到三个凌晨给赶完这出戏哦，

害到我现在都失眠睁眼到天亮，可怜。。

还有哦，我是觉得偶像剧嘛，

看多自己就会幻想一堆，

想改天会不会也有想纪存希般的男友，

他们爱情的浪漫，这很伤身伤神叻。。

可是，这里介绍下本人还觉得满好听的一首插曲，

--->我的快乐，锦秀二重唱。

有兴趣可以下载来听听，

http://www.taonb.com/download/music.mp3

右键一下，然后save as target就ok啦^^

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女生们注意啦^^(本人觉得还满有意思)

2008-11-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

作为女生，这些话应该裱起来，挂着！天天读一遍！(Forwarded e-mail)
1.喜欢的东西自己努力买，不要指望别人送。
2.寂寞的时候，不要听慢歌，怀旧或者腻死在网上，站起来做运动或者去找朋友八卦。
3.认真游戏，但牢记只是游戏。
4.收到甜言蜜语的短信，记得微笑，然后删除。
5.想吃饼干前，把手放在自己的肚子上感受脂肪的存在。
6.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少说多做，少怀旧多憧憬。
7.永远不会再有第二个男人像爸爸这样爱你，所以最爱的男人当然是爸爸
8.手机里删除前男友的号码，避免神经脆弱的时候主动找他。
9.减肥是为了更美好的人生。要是因为减肥而失去了生活的乐趣，不如放弃。
10.每天树立小目标然后努力实现。
11.坚决不买大一号的衣服，不给自己肥胖的空间。
12.吃下去的就坚决不再吐出来，所以吃之前要想清楚。恋爱也是。
13.生日、圣诞节、情人节，记得买礼物送给自己。
14.想办法努力赚钱，而不是如何省钱。
15.相信爱情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒绝和mr.wrong们分享人生。
16.看透的时候，假装没看透。
17.内衣一旦出现破损，决不再穿，立即扔掉。
18.每天和爸爸联系，经常跟死党交流，偶尔给不常联系的朋友发短信问候，绝不回头找以前的恋人。
19.记得自己的错误并想办法弥补，但永远不要责怪自己。
20.愤怒的时候数到30再说话。
21.做好防晒，但记得适当地晒晒太阳。心情也会进行光合作用。真的。
22.为BF付出之前，想想有没有这样对待过自己。
23.状态低靡的中午不如睡觉，遇到低谷就放自己大假。
24.真正看中的东西就买，不要借钱。真正喜欢的男人就追，量力而行。
25.节假日上街疯狂雪拼之前，从钱包里扣下一百块。
26.银行卡的密码不要用男友的生日。
27.永远不向从前的恋人诉苦。
28.出门之前，根据步行的时间和强度考虑要穿的鞋子。
29.即便只是下楼买水果，也记得别穿的太邋遢。你永远不知道会在什么时候遇上什么人。
30.挤公车的时候不要和别人挤的太紧，给自己预留几公分空间。工作也是，学习也是。
31.随身携带：面纸，镜子，护垫，钱包（里面有钱），钥匙。不随身携带：旧情人送的戒指，照片，回忆。
32.选一项喜欢的运动并且坚持下去。
33.可以淘便宜的衣服，但记得自己的品位比这个价位高。
34.桌上的护肤品永远比化妆品多，贵，好，对于女人来说外养不如内调。
35.洗衣服之前戴手套，保护自己总没错。
36.养成写日记的习惯，哪怕只言片语。
37.可以不认同，但学会尊重。
38.打电话的时候记得微笑，对方听的见。
39.注重内心，但不忽略外表。
40.每月记帐，每月储蓄。
41.了解潮流，但不必跟风。
42.看起来多大年龄，就有多大年龄。
43.做不了决定的时候，让时间帮你决定。如果还是无法决定，做了再说。宁愿犯错，不留遗憾。

日子怎么过？

2008-11-08T11:22:00.000+08:00

今天，超无聊的~

学校回来后，

书整理过了，

早餐吃过了，

网上过了，

觉睡过了，

凉冲过了，

午餐吃过了，

歌听过了，

珠光宝气13集也看过了，

就连下午茶也喝过了。。

看看时钟，

还有3小时才到放工时间。。

我，闷到快发霉了，

就差蜘蛛丝还没生。。救命

我的脚^^

2008-11-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

我的布鞋，可爱吧？

最近脚根痛得很历害，

走起路来，都有点老太婆的感觉。。

原因：公司和家里的地毯惹的祸

看看自己伤痕累累的脚，心疼。。

冲完凉后，拿出一堆护脚产品，

从消毒啦，滋润啦，再到保湿，

过后当然是要穿上干净的袜子。。

大工告成。。

以上的程序，维持了两天，

开始又直我的脚而不理了.....

IMISSYOU

2008-10-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

一首我很喜欢听的歌，
最近还好吗？
真的很想知道- 你，最近还好吗？
东西都忙完了吗？
都准备好了吗？
接下来的春，夏，秋，冬。。
你会过得怎样？
太多的话，不知道要怎样说出口，
要说的话，你会明白吗？
替你加油，也为我自己加油吧。。
真的好想你---

我的妈咪

2008-10-29T15:20:00.001+08:00

妈咪牙痛了几天，

今天去了拔牙，

希望不会痛很久

加油妈眯！！

20-10-2008

2008-10-22T11:05:00.000+08:00

20-10-2008
起身时已经是9++pm,冲凉洗刷后就从二姐家出发去公司。
跟二姐与家人吃过早餐，就开始工作啦。。
当我准备开cheque还eyespace时，看回mbf寄来的单据，
应该会有两个从eyespace的trasaction阿，可是找完了还是一个而以，
心里开始急了起来，我又没把老板交代的事情做好啦，怎么办？
为什么我就不能用心一点？
eyespace跑了两趟后，在哥姐的帮忙下，事情解决了，
他们。。又在我紧张无助时帮了我一把。。
松了一口气把差点掉下的眼泪也受回，然后就又开始准备要上课的东西咯。

忽然间，screen跳出了一个chat box,是rachel来的，她发了一个link给我，
哈哈，我承认我就是爱哭，看完他写的blog,刚才收回的泪再也收不回了。。
这里跟大家炫耀下(http://rachelych.blogspot.com/)。。
她，结婚了，可是庆幸她还是疼我的，就像我疼她一样，
她的丈夫是我的干哥，想想这样现在她就也变成我的干嫂啦，哈哈~
现在回想起，我今天。。失败得很，算算下，也哭了两次。。
承认，每次遇到工作不开心的时候，总会闹着要回去读书，
可是，真的给我回去读书，我会给考试，assignment给吓死，到底是想怎样阿??

还有还有，今天是他的农历生日~
还好在最后四分钟来的极跟他说生日快乐，
可是我忘了祝他身体健康=(

很想知道，跟我说话，你会很显吗？
都是我在讲话，因为我怕会冷场。
睡前发了信息给你，也许这已成了习惯，
因为这样，明早我会带着笑容起身。。。。

找到失落

2008-10-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

空气开始沉闷，

今晚，感觉陌生，

距离远了，

你的爱，看不见，

给我一些依靠，

慢慢心痛也好，

再让我遗忘，

快乐美好，

再由我自己去找。

Rachel--Happy Wedding--

2008-10-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

忽然间有点呐闷。。

明天就是我一位很要好朋友的结婚大日子。。

想告诉她--

单身的日子没了你，会觉得很不习惯。。

曾几何时，我们答应过彼此，友谊会长存，你还记得吗？

明天过后，答应我，我还是要看到烦恼少少的你。。

还有还有，要记得我们相约80岁一起的约定。。

那时我一定笑你那副古老眼镜笑到我假亚也掉。。

彩凤，真的真的希望，明天以后的你还是一样的幸福。。

祝你跟Jerry,幸福到老。。

The Road Not Taken

2008-10-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

The Road Not Taken
A very nice picture,edited by my sister,Loeny,thank you very much>>>

Baba..We miss baba..

2008-10-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

I Miss Baba Low~~

Baba is visiting to china for a few days lo..

Today will be the last night he been at china wit bekle and shu shu..baba do u enjoy the hainan old house?do u try the hainan coffee?

We are all missing u here^^

Camry is sad coz no one cover "blanket" for him..

Ashton is missing Gong Gong..

And Bebe is missing Baba as well..do u rmb wat u promised to me?U said u will miss bebe when u are at china..haha..dun break ur promise ok?

Count-down-ing baba coming bek...

玲度空间

给我100分的爸爸

解决困难

我写回忆

五月，妈妈的月份~

假期。悠闲

赶写在五月的第一天

我要满满的元气

瞬间,永远

Holiday with James..

Holiday///Horrayyyy!!

没有梦想

助人为快乐之本

美玲要加油。。

Happy Valentine Day

小心珍惜这一点点的特别

Chinese New Year*4,5,6*

A smile a day~

对不起

回忆录---Memories Recovering--2008--

Bebe Birthday Eve

Hooray Erjie~

Mix-ing 1,2,3

到不了的明天

悠闲星期二

幻想

周末，忆友

我的老公也要这样！！

妈妈

卡拉天^^

谢谢回忆

无题

女生们注意啦^^(本人觉得还满有意思)

日子怎么过？

我的脚^^

IMISSYOU

我的妈咪

20-10-2008

找到失落

Rachel--Happy Wedding--

The Road Not Taken

Baba..We miss baba..

Chinese New Year4,5,6